She think she gangsta
to start making my strange little brain feel a bit better again
lets see how it goes hey?
I do love winter but when i don’t get to have that feeling of the sun against my skin to erupt those goosebumps that are needed, its not cool. im stuck in some massive warehouse all day and its the same temperature as when i got there in the morning (outrageous).
As winter is here im starting to miss the snow and my family alot more. I love it how i could just get home from school get dressed pack 2 days worth of clothing and sleep in a car for 3 hours then eat subway then sleep again in a crisp feeling caravan. I woke my brother up 90% of the time we had to get up, a 6 a.m start is a little hard for him, but once we all were up there was no stopping the pair of us. Out of the car and onto the hill (once we got a tad more experienced), straight to the park most of the time OH and our daily hot choclate and tripple choc chip muffin for $5 before 11, then talking about how pricey it is each time it went up by 10 cents. then after a long day he would normally sleep till we get home or jindy and wake him up and do whatever was needed, get to the van and waste about 3 hours till bedtime. Then the same routine the next day, till lunch pack up the van head home back to school, back to reality.I do miss that
Today i found myself trying to explain the meaning of sarcasm to a man that has learnt english 2 years ago and only been in Australia for 1 year, without a dictionary. It was harder than you think, but then i realized i have an iphone and i used dictionary.com (Y).
I did find my lost love for sparta again today as i put a mix CD of ‘at the drive in’, ‘the mars volta’ and ‘sparta’. if you dont know who the mars volta or sparta is but you know at the drive in, those two bands are the two halves of at the drive in, the singers (brothers) decided to go seperate ways and half the band went to each side and two new bands were born. Sparta is the less known side and more punky side, which i do love alot more.
Last night i found out that one of my new friends up here knows a bunch of my friends from the south coast, which was awsome because we just kept talking in capitol letters on IM through excitement and planning.
I need to shave
Yesterday, guess i was too tired from the exciting fun filled day :) well it was basically the same as saturday but just with a few different people and more brain fucks. Oh and i carried around a skateboard.
Today was a tipical monday shit and long, my throat hurts more like scratchy and burny.
…. Im stuck on things to randomly blubber out to try and sound interesting. I need to save money? As do we all i guess.
Gonna email the team tonight.
Oooo, baked dinner night tonight that shoukd be nice or shit. Last few weeks my minds decided to hate life (Y).
Keen to see my bro and dad on friday.
My head needs a check up too.
Not quite sure if ill be home tonight or if i will have enough time or effort to do this on the computer so im on my phone, which is my new love.
Once again my plans have gone to shit for a night out, it happens to much i think. Atleast i made a bunch of new friends, they came from everywhere and all knew each other through someone else, except for me as i knew only one person. I got numbers, i got hugs, i got goon and i may have found a business partner. Along with 2 bands to join.
I hate everything atm, just wanna be free and alone. My head is quite the mess…yea.
I know its kinda short but my mind was with the adventurous day i had which died, soi didnt think about this too much. Thanks for reading my rambling